I used to be the person who does not give a fuck attitude to things that happen to life and I used to think that all things can be solved but right now I am having trouble to even laugh at myself. I love laughing and I think that all the problems in the world can be easily solved. I can’t even sleep everyday without carrying the weight of my problems in my head. How did it turned out like this. I have a great mindset when I was 20 years old up to 30 years old and now I look like this having a hard time recovering and motivating myself in order to succeed in life. Where did I get it wrong. I hope someday that the feeling the I am feeling right now ends. And I hope that someday is today. I ran out of Prayers to say to save me, sometimes the prayers I cant even pronounce it in my head. Am I just tired? I need help. I need God’s help
